Wednesday, February 22, 2006


Putting the pieces together
A lot of major events r happening around us & in a very strange sequence .it makes me think ,hey what’s happening. The tragic death of about 1000 people in the sinking of the salam ferry , the Danish cartoons of the Prophet Muhammad صلى الله عليه وسلم.& the controversy & rage it caused , The impending pandemic of the avian H5N1 strain of bird flu & its expected transformation into a human influenza virus , how people united as one in encouraging the Egyptian soccer team in the African cup league not being able to do so in more relevant things ,All the upraising events in the Palestinian ,Iraq & Iran issues. The pieces of the puzzle r coming together ,But r we too blind to see it Or are we too stupid to understand it . If we want to blame anyone then it’s ourselves for being so passive & negative not anyone else. At least the American, the Danish , The Israelis & the European union knows what they want & are taking steps to achieve it ,supporting each other against us even if it is unfair or wrong. What r we doing either being passive or individual or minor group reactions which r too weak to do major actions .Those who are afraid & are being passive is it that you don’t cae or is it because u r afraid ,afraid of what ? ………..death well it isn’t so bad in the end & look to those who died in that ferry ,look to all those who will die in the impending pandemic ,those who died in car accidents or disease .I might die today ,u might die tomorrow who knows. well if it is death anyway well what’s there to be afraid of .تعددت الأسباب و الموت واحد “United we stand divided we fall” lets all be one hand before it is too late stop thinking about You & start thinking about us I end my talk with some versus from the Holy Quran

( )لَهُ مُعَقِّبَاتٌ مِنْ بَيْنِ يَدَيْهِ وَمِنْ خَلْفِهِ يَحْفَظُونَهُ مِنْ أَمْرِ اللَّهِ إِنَّ اللَّهَ لا يُغَيِّرُ مَا بِقَوْمٍ حَتَّى يُغَيِّرُوا مَا بِأَنْفُسِهِمْ وَإِذَا أَرَادَ اللَّهُ بِقَوْمٍ سُوءاً فَلا مَرَدَّ لَهُ وَمَا لَهُمْ مِنْ دُونِهِ مِنْ وَالٍ) (الرعد:11)

)أَلَمْ يَأْنِ لِلَّذِينَ آمَنُوا أَنْ تَخْشَعَ قُلُوبُهُمْ لِذِكْرِ اللَّهِ وَمَا نَزَلَ مِنَ الْحَقِّ وَلا يَكُونُوا كَالَّذِينَ أُوتُوا الْكِتَابَ مِنْ قَبْلُ فَطَالَ عَلَيْهِمُ الْأَمَدُ فَقَسَتْ قُلُوبُهُمْ وَكَثِيرٌ مِنْهُمْ فَاسِقُونَ) (الحديد:16)



)كُلُّ نَفْسٍ ذَائِقَةُ الْمَوْتِ وَإِنَّمَا تُوَفَّوْنَ أُجُورَكُمْ يَوْمَ الْقِيَامَةِ فَمَنْ زُحْزِحَ عَنِ النَّارِ وَأُدْخِلَ الْجَنَّةَ فَقَدْ فَازَ وَمَا الْحَيَاةُ الدُّنْيَا إِلَّا مَتَاعُ الْغُرُورِ) (آل عمران:185)
)وَهُوَ الْقَاهِرُ فَوْقَ عِبَادِهِ وَيُرْسِلُ عَلَيْكُمْ حَفَظَةً حَتَّى إِذَا جَاءَ أَحَدَكُمُ الْمَوْتُ تَوَفَّتْهُ رُسُلُنَا وَهُمْ لا يُفَرِّطُونَ) (الأنعام:61)
)كُلُّ نَفْسٍ ذَائِقَةُ الْمَوْتِ وَنَبْلُوكُمْ بِالشَّرِّ وَالْخَيْرِ فِتْنَةً وَإِلَيْنَا تُرْجَعُونَ) (الانبياء:35)

)وَجَاءَتْ سَكْرَةُ الْمَوْتِ بِالْحَقِّ ذَلِكَ مَا كُنْتَ مِنْهُ تَحِيدُ) (قّ:19)

)نَحْنُ قَدَّرْنَا بَيْنَكُمُ الْمَوْتَ وَمَا نَحْنُ بِمَسْبُوقِينَ) (الواقعة:60)

)قُلْ إِنَّ الْمَوْتَ الَّذِي تَفِرُّونَ مِنْهُ فَإِنَّهُ مُلاقِيكُمْ ثُمَّ تُرَدُّونَ إِلَى عَالِمِ الْغَيْبِ وَالشَّهَادَةِ فَيُنَبِّئُكُمْ بِمَا كُنْتُمْ تَعْمَلُونَ) (الجمعة:8)

)الَّذِي خَلَقَ الْمَوْتَ وَالْحَيَاةَ لِيَبْلُوَكُمْ أَيُّكُمْ أَحْسَنُ عَمَلاً وَهُوَ الْعَزِيزُ الْغَفُورُ) (الملك:2)

Signing out

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

The Evil eye


a comment on "Talk to me" topic for this week
We must admit it exists because it does, but the tricky part is how to deal with it .we can’t refer every unfortunate event to it cause it will be meaningless. if we see the big picture ; it’s all fate ,What is meant to happen will happen whatever the cause whether it is the evil eye or misfortune or negligence or whatever So we must go on doing what we do but trying not hurt other people feelings specially if they don’t have what we have, trying to help them out & sharing what we have is a very advanced &merciful stage it’s one of the most basic morals that The Islamic religion teaches us .of course there are some verses from our Holy Quran & some prayers Our beloved Prophet صلى الله عليه وسلمtaught us.
Another tricky part is about satisfaction not being envious ourselves .its ok to look up to things wishing we had them, working & praying for them but not sitting back crying wishing that those who we envy become deprived from what they have. & there is also a simple word we must say when we see something so eye capturing or makes us jealous & envious ما شاء الله . Simply it’s all about self satisfaction & being thankful for what we have from one side & having faith, believing in fate & being passionate & considerate from the other side.

Friday, February 17, 2006

Is this love ?


It’s Valentine once again ,Love is all around ;well I do hope so .I see all kinds of gifts looking so lovely ,I see couples hanging out together ,very passionate words in cards or messages. Is this love ?. & if it is love is it true ?’ Will it last forever?
Is love what we feel when we see someone so unique , so beautiful , so perfect through our eyes . Is it how our hearts goes upbeat when we are with them & we want to be with them forever .
Have you ever wondered when u see an old couple barely able to walk so in love together so caring about each other .how heart broken they become when one of them is gone ,how much they cherish this partner & how has his memorizes live forever . That’s true love that conquered time & age , true love that came through the huge waves of life the ups & the downs .love that saw through into the soul & gave no account for the looks ,love that its seed grew into the love & admiration of their children whom grew up seeing how much their parent loved & supported each other .
I saw couples whom had many differences & even no love at the beginning but they knew the qualities that matters when they choose each other .The seed grew into a beautiful fragile plant which kept on growing & growing till it became an elegant tree full of shining roses .
Never love the outside but love the inside the soul ,the moralities & the living conscious ,love the religious virtues & the deeds .nobody is perfect even if he\she is your soul mate there is never never a perfect soul mate there are always defects & that’s where love gets in to fill in the gaps to melt the two souls in one mould

Do not hesitate if you really love someone in the true love sense; go for it 7 don’t hesitate or be afraid however you see it difficult & far .For u may regret it all your life & together step by step you will together overcome whatever comes. May your love last forever more.

Another page in the book


Do we measure our lives by seconds minutes & hours? , or is it measured by what we gain & what we learn ?, or is it the moments of true happiness ?, may be it is what we do that makes a difference that counts ?, is it about how much we love & how much we are loved or Is it about our relation & connection to our creator God Almighty ? Is it about whether we understood what life is & why we were created or Is it about knowing the ultimate question “who we really are?”

All these questions are running round & round in my head .I’m thinking about where I stand ,some people envy me others don’t ,some people like me & A lot don’t ,me myself I’m not really pleased about where I stand right now .my birthday was a couple of days back & it really made all these questions so alive & imposing. How can I really measure my life? Page after page & life is running by so quickly & I don’t know how many pages are left ? I suddenly go it, it’s a bit from here & there; at times it’s simply seconds & minutes, at other times it’s an enjoyable chat with a dear friend, or making someone feel better by helping ,or even putting a smile on the face of someone u don’t know . it’s also when u accomplish something good for yourself. It’s when u sense true love even though it may not be last forever .its when u cry for missing someone dear. It’s when u feel so connected to God so pure & sincere It’s when u sit back relaxed knowing u did what should be done. Life may be measured when the people who love you appreciate what u gave them & what they learnt from you ,how much u loved them & how much they’ll cherish you after you are gone .

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Together here tonight


Two hearts , two souls, two minds
Together here tonight
To prove how much we care
A beautiful love we share
Although it’s been a long road
It seems now too short
For now we’re so close
These long walks we had
The smiles & the whispers we said
Moments which are a life time
A dream which is so true
& now I promise you
No matter how dark it gets
No matter how long it takes
I’ll love & cherish you
I’ll take care of you
I’ll be you
Our loved ones are here around us
Love & care surrounds us
For now it’s time my love
The two of us eternally one

Specially dedicated for M & R For their Engagment, May God Bless u always

Sometime Somewhere


I wrote this one a while ago


Where have you been
I’ve been waiting for you
I tried reaching you
but now it is too late
for I’m back
back in the ring again
I thought I saw it in you
Something so beautiful & pure
But now it’s too late
Now I must do things
I must feel things
I may have lost myself
Somewhere between here & then
Is this my fate
Or am I just dreaming
Is this my path
Or am I deluding
May be it’s my fault
or am paying the price
Things I did
Things I should have
Life sometimes is so strange
So sour when u taste it
Beautiful when u see it
I’m burning inside
I need to shout
I need to cry
Torn by different thoughts
Must I kill my heart
& live like a machine
dead but alive
a soul that is so dry
why is it that
when u need
there is always a sacrifice
when u fall
u must pay the price
although it seems now so dark
we must foresee what’s ahead
I believe its true
the mind isn’t too wise
the soul isn’t too blind
A heart will always shine
Fate will never seize
Nor destiny will ever ease
To render us so vulnerable
Weak may be true
Yet hope & light are reborn
To give us 2nd chances
Don’t ever hesitate
Do what u have to do
& be sure
we’ll be together
sometime somewhere


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Friday, January 13, 2006

A Sad Story



When I was a young boy
I had a couple of friends
Together we used to play
Lots of joy & tons of fun
Having a jolly time now & then
Fate played its game
& we went in different ways
Where are they now ?
A question
I wish I knew it’s answer
A story repeats itself
Every now & then
That’s why I’m afraid
Someday its gonna be
Our turn my friends
I hate farewells
I hate goodbyes
I wish we could
Always be together
But eventually
Whether we liked or not
We’ll go in different ways
With a promise
God willing in the end
We’ll be together forever

سائح في دنيا الله

A couple of months ago I got a book as a gift from a, very dear person to my heart ,but I didn’t get the chance to read it except this week. The writer who is a known journalist who pasted away recently may God bless him with his mercy “Mr. Abd Al Wahab Metawe3”,speaks about his experience through his life in traveling to different countries all over the world ,his writings is very simple with a very loveable story telling attitude all through the book .All through the 310 pages I read non stop I felt as I were experiencing the different journeys mixing with different cultures in a very knowledgeable but amusing experience .What really caught me off my foot were the 3 last chapters ,the 1st talking about his first visit to Al Masged Al Haram in way that nearly made me cry ,the 2nd one talking about how difficult are farewells specially to people who u really like which hit me so hard cause I my self hate goodbyes & I quote
" صاحب كما شئت فأنت مفارق".
the 3rd is about how loved ones react ,feel & do in moments of goodbyes so overwhelming emotions , wooow. This book is a must read .

Visions

Do u have a vision in life ? An important question to be answered ,but before we answer it , u need to know a couple of things who u really are?, what are u capable of ?, what do u really want ? , where do u stand now?, where do u wanna go ? What is the purpose of your lie? . if you know these facts ? r u really sure ? If u r not really sure then your vision will eventually fall apart. When you know the answers sincerely then u can have a vision & u can make it come true one day .since good created this world billions & billions of people lived & died, most of them forgotten & faded away .only those who had a true vision still stand high above although they are gone ages ago ,so do u have a vision ?
A comment on z talk episode about visions 5/1/2006

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

My Friend

It’s been a couple of years since I first knew you ,I remember back then although you were the youngest among us ,you were always ahead of ur age ,active , social , a good contributor, always siding to the right side, & u’ve got a very nice sense of humor. As time passes by most of us got engaged in his own life , u grew older & wiser & life as it did on us all left some imprints of gloom on u which molted that talent of yours into a very inspiring talent indeed giving you more creditability & realism ,Well I have this little statement my friend ; it’s been wonderful having a friend like you ,although we never met but knowing u really made a difference in my life reading ur blog sometimes makes my day, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY may GOD bless u & grant u success ,wisdom & true happiness,
Shine on ,
Ur Bro

Saturday, December 31, 2005

Farewell


Another year is coming to it’s end , simply it has slipped away , gone for good, All that is left is just memories, The good times & the bad times , lessons learned & others forgotten, people you met ,some are friends others are foes, some you’ll see again while others u won’t
relations strengthened & others r gone.

Inquisitive people ,places & experiences, things you shouldn’t have done, situations you never dreamt of, decisions you’ve made, visions you’ve understood, some wisdom u have gained, mistakes you have made, people u have hurt, people u helped out, you knew just a little more about yourself , loved ones you have lost, dear ones you have missed.

The world is getting more & more difficult, wars here & there, political corruption , pollution every where, catastrophes so dreadful, some r getting poorer while others are getting richer .

What a wonderful life it is , it sometimes seems so terrible & sometimes so beautiful, such a controversy. So lets cherish the good moments, the experiences, our friends & our loved ones, Lets learn from the bad times & our mistakes. Lets try to enjoy it as it is having faith that we’ll someday somehow make it a better world for us all Farwell 2005 & welcome 2006 . Lets pray to God The Almighty for the best Of times always & a happy new year
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Happy new year my friends

Friday, November 25, 2005

Just Another Day


Sitting on the floor
leaning by the wall
The radio is on
But your not really listening
It’s been a long boring day
You’ve been doing the same things
All over & over again
The warmth of the setting sun
A smooth breeze holding u
The sky so amazing so beautiful
A sight so beautiful
A sight u may see everyday
A friend comes along
Asking what are you doing
U simply say
I’m just sitting for a while
Thinking!
A soft tune starts to play
So soft so Sad
It makes you wanna cry
I’m sitting all alone
Missing u missing u all
My friends , my family
My life , I miss who I was
Wondering what’s next down the road
A lot of hopes
A lot of dreams
A lot of fears
A gush of different emotions
Whirling inside my chest
What’s good & what’s the best
A small bird glides slowly beside you
So small & full of life
So innocent so free
It slowly disappears
U think
It’s so nice to be free
To fly so high
& as long as you try
Nothing is too high
The sun is gone
But sure to come
A day will be born
After the silence of the night
Shining stars sparkling all over
Tiny glimpses of hope
Someday Somewhere
It’s time to sleep
To dream , To seek
For tomorrow
Is a brand new day

Sami yusuf




I listened to his new album it’s really interesting some songs r excellent others I may haven’t really liked but in total he is doing great some lyrics are really interesting these r 2 songs which I liked very much if u r interested you can visit http://www.samiyusuf.com/

Free

What goes through your mind?
As you sit there looking at me
Well I can tell from your looks
That you think I’m so oppressed
But I don’t need for you to liberate me


My head is not bare
And you can’t see my covered hair
So you sit there and you stare
And you judge me with your glare
You’re sure I’m in despair
But are you not aware
Under this scarf that I wear
I have feelings, and I do care

CHORUS:
So don’t you see?
That I’m truly free
This piece of scarf on me
I wear so proudly
To preserve my dignity...

My modesty
My integrity
So don’t judge me
Open your eyes and see...
“Why can’t you just accept me?” she says
“Why can’t I just be me?” she says
Time and time again
You speak of democracy
Yet you rob me of my liberty
And all I want is equality
Why can’t you just let me be free?

For you I sing this song
My sister, may you always be strong
From you I’ve learnt so much
How you suffer so much
Yet you forgive those who laugh at you
You walk with no fear
Through the insults you hear
Your wish so sincere
That they’d understand you
But before you walk away
This time you turn and say:

But don’t you see?
That I’m truly free
This piece of scarf on me
I wear so proudly
To preserve my dignity
My modesty
My integrity
So let me be
She says with a smile
I’m the one who’s free



Mother

Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved
Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul want to fly
My beloved
All the nights
And all the times
That you cared for me
But I never realised it
And now it’s too late
Forgive me

Now I’m alone filled with so much shame
For all the years I caused you pain
If only I could sleep in your arms again
Mother I’m lost without you

You were the sun that brightened my day
Now who’s going to wipe my tears away
If only I knew what I know today
Mother I’m lost without you

Mother... Mother... O my mother
How I long to see O mother
“Your mother, Your mother, Your mother”
Is the saying of your Prophet
In my heart, in my dreams
You are always with me mother

You went and left me
O light of my eyes
O comfort of my nights
You went and left me
Who, other than you, will embrace me?
Who, other than you, will cover me?
Who, other than you, will guard over me?
Your pardon mother, forgive me

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Change Your Mind

"Change Your Mind"

Hey, HeyDid you ever think
There might be another way
To just feel better,
Just feel better about today

Oh no-
If you never want to have
To turn and go away
You might feel better,
Might feel better if you stay

Yeah yeah
I bet you haven't heard A word I've said
Yeah yeah
If you've had enough Of all your tryin'
Just give up
The state of mind you're in:

If you want to be somebody else,
If you're tired of fighting battles with yourself
If you want to be somebody else
Change your mind...

Hey hey-
Have you ever danced in the rain
Or thanked the sun Just for shining-
just for shining
Or the sea?

Oh no-
take it all in
The world's a show
And yeah,
you look much better,
Look much better when you glow

Hey hey-
what ya say
We both go and seize the day'
cause what's your hurry
what's your hurry anyway

a song from ost of bedazzeled
so simple but true
no comment .

Friday, November 11, 2005

Saturday, November 05, 2005

True Love




I never knew love could be a silence in the heart,
A moment when the time is still,
And all I've been looking for is right here in my arms,
Just waiting for the chance to begin,
I never knew love could be the sunlight in your eyes,
On a day that you may not have seen,
And all I've been searching for,
well words could never say,
When a touch is more than anything;
Maybe you will never know how much I love you,
You are my lover,
you are my friend,
You are my life to the very end,
You bring me comfort,
you keep me warm,
You give me hope,
you make me strong,
You take me away to a distant shore,
And it's with you that I want to stay,
Forevermore;
I never knew that love would be a miracle,
I never knew that love would be so beautiful to me
I'm standing here tonight,
thinking of the time we'll have,
I never knew that you would be so beautiful,
From the day you came into my life,
I just want to say, you make me happy,
I never knew that you would be so beautiful to me
Tonight it is very clear
There is so many things, I want to say
Ill always love you
I would never leave u alone
Sometimes I just forget
Say things I might regret
& I’ve been missing u
I’ll be the answer in the end of the line
I’ll be there for u while you take ur time
It will be worth it in the end
Cause I can only tell you what I know
I need you in my life
U promised me things & other u couldn’t
Well I can only promise u I’ll do my best
U may never know how much I love u
Feel me, Understand me, withstand me
Yet u may never know how much I love u
I’m not great & I may not be your dream
All I can give you is only me
Words may be uncertain but all I can say

" I Love You"
inspired from chris de burgs' love collection
For the one who'll share my dreams

Now is the time


Time flows by spontaneously unnoticed but there is a point when it reminds us to learn from the past , look towards the future, see life as a line extending between 2 points a start & an end, a time when we should look deep beyond z surface to realize the mere truth of our existence ,foresee life then it's extension as afterlife .this is the time my friends .

Friday, November 04, 2005

Thanks God


There comes a time when u must really look at the big picture . We take a lot of things for granted not being aware that is a Gift from God except when it’s gone ………………..
Things so simple but when they are gone it’s not simple at all , for instance water you find it so easy so cheap but imagine it’s gone ; a disaster may merely describe the situation . An other example imagine you’ve got some foot ache i.e.: pain in your foot specially when u walk imagine how dreadful it would be that every single step causes u a lot of pain .
God has granted each of us a million of gifts or even more some we may know & most we don’t.

Thanks God for being the most merciful
for being so patient on me
for my parents who took care of me
for my Family whom you granted me
for my friends who stand beside me
for the one whom gonna share my dreams
Thanks God for the little knowledge I have
for the minor strength you gave
for giving although I have nothing to give back
for giving me hope when it’s so dark
for showing me the way when I am lost
for giving me a chance when I mistake
Thanks God for showing me how weak I am
for giving me Islam & faith
for every gift you granted me
for who I am for who I’ll be
for making me understand what I can
for making me appreciate what I can’t
Thanks God for making me thank you
For everything toooooooo


God grant me serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to distinguish the one from the other .

to loose someone

It’s a really tough experience to lose someone u love, someone near, someone who means a lot 2 u but this is life. When u come to think about it u may think of death but u may also loose him to life.
U may loose a friend or a fiancé or any other dear person to life ,you may disagree. you may go separate ways & unfortunately it may be a one way street. It really hurts a lot but when u try to remember the good times, the splendid experience & how when u really needed support, They gave u more than u needed. The pain & the bitterness gradually fades away & all you've got left is a
splendid memory, a memory that may make u happy when you are sad .

The same thing may happen when u loose someone to death, we feel so sad & very weak ,we miss those who are gone very very much ,we wish we could say things that must have been said & do things that must have been done &
we are afraid of what’s beyond

Take a moment & think about it , look to the other side of death, what is death ? its being transferred from the mortal life to another life, its a gate to what lies beyond.

I read it once & still remember it, A day of Gods days is 10000 yrs of ours, so if an average human lives 70 yrs it makes about nothing from Gods time ; a few seconds no more. So life is just a glance, like a test u either succeed or fail.
that’s really what life is........ a test; simply a test ; a really tricky test

We all feel sad for missing people we love but we shouldn't hate death because its only a means to the other side. We must know that those who died don’t leave us but they are still here through us ,through their memories in our hearts through what they taught us through what we learned from them ; their continuation is through our life & What we'll teach our sons & what our sons will teach their sons & so on. Not only is it related to relatives or friends , a total stranger can give u a glance, a push that may really make a big difference through out your life
.
so let us all pray for all of our loved ones whom we miss very much & cherish very much may God bless them & Guide us to the right pass ,yes we are living in hard times, so be it . lets make the best out of it.

Monday, September 12, 2005

I dont Know why


Do u sometimes get the feeling u don't know why u r existing why do u go to work ? why do u do anything , a sensation oof indifference , nothing really matters any more .thats what I' m feeling these days .There is something missing I don't know what All i feel That I want to let it out so i just wrote it down